What i want to buy?

August 14 2006

Sitting in the car, all you tempting creatures dancing in my head... ribbon shoes, smart pants, turtle neck...herm... since when i became so "obssesive" of these stuff?

I started to think...Are those necessary or just to feed my greediness? then i thought of those kids in China who can't even afford to pay for their school fees with less than RM1 a day... then i thought how come human beings can risk their lives to climb up so high in the caves just to get swallows' saliva? and how come human beings can exploit their same species (just because they thought they are more civilised) to carry tones of durians from the mountain top to satisfy their taste buds during those days? How come things seems to be going backwards when we are supposed to be more civilised?

Oh, im confused now....how come lust and greediness increase propotionally with time? Aren't human supposed to be more civilised and live with more intergity and respect amongst us? aren't we supposed to become more and more enlightened rather than more and more corrupted?

Aren't you, human Joyce!?