Aisaymen...

July 28 2006

Aisaymen, pei pei know that i have a space in msn liao...haha...good good, so we can keep in touch of each other's "most updated" "xin qing gu shu" so the catching up job wouldn't be so tough whenever we meet again...haha...

Arggg...it wasn't such a good start for me today...depart late, wrong direction of parking the car and makes it such a pain to just fill the empty petrol tank...beh tahan...

Thank God it was ok after arriving at school...guess am learning in many ways to upgrade my EQ to a higher level, infact i think my efforts paid off...how amazing it is that i can still smile through it when the class is like ten times noisier than the pasay borong in serdang...how amazing it is that i can still smile with a boy who had just annoied me in the class that i feel like "cekek-ing" him at that moment....ah....how amazing it is....ya, some might think that the imunity had reign my nerves and feelings that it has turn to numbness...nope, sorry, nope...it's just the same old theory...i change my inner perspective instead, that makes a whole lot of difference...if you've got joy inside, nothing on earth can take it away...because you have it inside...no matter how terrible the situation is, after a short while you'll resume...because you have it!

it's like you know these children is going to be shouting on top of their lungs that they don't really care whether they loose their voice anyway (trust me they can scream and shout and still no damage will be done to their voice cords...i guess, God costume made these voice boxes for them...haih....i want one like that too,God!)

so, why not keep a happy and jolly mood in the class...since they are like that already...when u make yourself feel good, others can tell, even these lil' creatures...they sense it, i tell you...and you'll know when all of them still run around you and hug you when you're actually scolding them...

hah...can't stop everytime when i start to write...